Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Time

I saw myself in you and I loved you blindly I made the music of Ray Charles.But you see, you changeYou change with the got damn timeEvery second, every minuteevery hour, every day, every week every month every yearevery decade every centuryevery thousand years, every millennium you changeand baby I'm here to tell you I am tired of changing who I am to fit who you are. You-- you constantly change and I am tired of the changes because baby it's driving me crazy I can't keep up.And frankly I don't want to I love who I am and no matter what you want me to be I'm satisfied.I am all I want to be. Your changes started to make me doubt who I am until I realized it wasn't me it was you it was you always you. Always confused, confusing made me question who I was I got tired of controlling myself to fit in your box. And once I realize that I'm bigger than that got damn box that's when I started to love myself.I am not your piece of dough that you can just stretch, and pull and break and toss and roll and smash and demolish.
I am beautiful, and I am complex and I deserve the room to grow and thrive and prosper, but I can't do that with you.And I finally have the strength to say goodbye I separated myself from your ever, ever changing existence.


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